Chapter 17: different sides
Kagome awoke to Sesshomaru carrying her to his study. He didn’t look at her and she closed her eyes to go back to sleep; she had grown use to him carrying her around everywhere. He had taken to the habit since she had told him about the demon; she had seen what a mistake that had been. Sesshomaru hadn’t found the demon and didn’t want Kagome to be alone in fear that she would be taken from him.
So she was never alone: she was always by his side or his mother’s and it was driving her up the wall. The privilege to bath alone was gone, she couldn’t leave their rooms unless he wanted to and the few times that she had; Sesshomaru had carried her back into the room. He would then punish her with sex; where he had taken her slowly, working her to her release before stopping. She had hated the sex, but she had hated him for making her beg for the organism as well. Kagome just stopped trying to leave after that with the compromise that he would wait for her outside the bathroom so that she didn’t have him watching her go to the bathroom go anymore.
She sighed when she felt a light fluttering inside her, the babies were moving again. She was half the size she had been when she had been almost full-term during her pregnancy with Mizuki. But she was only two months along; Kagome really didn’t want to think about when she was going to give birth because of the dangers to her babies as well as that she wasn’t going to be able to walk at this rate.
“What are you thinking about?” Sesshomaru asked; he knew she was awake and he was curious to what she was thinking about. “You and you’re annoying insistences that you carry me everywhere,” she grumbled at him.
Sesshomaru said nothing to her words; she was simply tired from the rapid growth of their children in her womb. He knew she disliked being forced to stay by his side, but it couldn’t be helped since he had yet to kill the demon that approached her. But he refused to allow his concubine and their unborn offspring to come to harm from his enemies. When they reached his study, he placed Kagome on the cushions that were placed beside his desk for her.
“Rest Kagome, your meal will come in soon.” He told her to which she frowned at. She hated eating the raw meat and she hated how he would force her to eat it if she refused. But it was for the health of his seed and though Kagome knew that it didn’t help her eat it; he assumed it had to do with it all coming back up on her soon after. He ignored her frown and placed his hands on her stomach, wanting a moment to enjoy the growth of his seed in her womb. He enjoyed the knowledge of his sons and daughters growing and taking strength in their mother’s body. Placing a kiss on Kagome’s stomach before he moved; and went to his work.
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Nori walked into Sakura’s rooms after dropping her beloved Moonflower off with her son and his concubine; she had business with her son’s mate. The little fool likely had knowledge of the demon that had approached Kagome, and unlike her son, who planned to kill Sakura after Kagome had given birth again. She wasn’t about to allow any threat near her bloodline until several branches had been born been created from her son’s seed and Kagome’s womb.
She knew that Kagome hated her and her son at the moment, but the babies that she with Sesshomaru would slowly change those emotions. She realized that her son was feeling something new and powerful for the priestess, it was a good thing. Losing that trait of being like stone because of Kagome; fatherhood was making him see more and grow like it had with her former mate.
Her thoughts shifted to her son’s father, a demon that had been just like Sesshomaru until he had watched the birth of his first son and held him. She remembered the look of wonder and shock on his father as he held Sesshomaru for the first time. He had been so scared to hold his child, constantly asking if he was holding their newborn son the right way. It was funny when she thought of Sesshomaru before Mizuki had been born; he had constantly practiced hold infants and the stuffed animals that she had made to be prepared to hold his child.
Sesshomaru was so like his father, loving every moment spent with his child.
Doing everything that he could, excited and proud as the little one crawled, stood with help, then alone before taking their first steps towards walking. Nori didn’t doubt that Sesshomaru was going to be use like his father, since her son had bragged and bragged about see his little girl crawl. He was start bragging about it and how she was going to become a great warrior when she starts learning to use a sword.
Nori snapped out of her thoughts as she stood in front of Sakura’s rooms; she frowned at the door, a bit annoyed that she had to take care of this trash instead of playing with her granddaughter and having the new stuffed animals made for her unborn grandchildren. But it needed to be done and Sesshomaru was too soft-hearted on females…even whores like his mate.
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“Grr,” Sesshomaru platfully growled as he moved the stuffed toy that his daughter growled back at playfully; her eyes were bright with joy and he enjoyed seeing them that way. Besides it was fine to be on the floor, playing with his child and her toy…so long as no one saw him doing so. Mizuki was having such fun and he was truly content to make her so happy by playing with her like this.
Sesshomaru vaguely remembered his own father doing the same for him as his mother watched with a smile. He looked at Kagome, asleep with his unborn seed growing inside of her. She looked peaceful in her sleep, but he knew that she was unhappy with her life at the moment. He wanted to know what he should do to change that; to make her happy with her life at his side. She was hard to please and she always seemed unhappy with him near; he knew that growth of their children and the imprisonment at his side made it hard for her. But she refused to see it. Refused to see the happiness that she could have at his side, be happy with raising the children that he gave her; he just did not understand why she was like this.
A knock on the door had Sesshomaru stop the playing with his daughter and on his feet. “Enter,” was the clipped command from Sesshomaru and the servant opened the door. He took Kagome’s meal and dismissed the servant before going to Kagome to wake her up. “Kagome, you need to wake up.” He whispered gently into her ear. Slowly Kagome opened her eyes and sighed at the sight of all the raw meat before her before sitting up and beginning to eat it.
He watched her for a moment before going back his paperwork instead of playing with little Mizuki. It was a few minutes later that Mizuki release a heartbreaking shriek; both Sesshomaru and Kagome looked at their baby girl. Tears were running down her face and it was breaking both her parents’ hearts to see and hear their daughter in such distress. Sesshomaru was quick to go to her and pick her up, holding her tenderly as he tried to soothe her. But her shrieking crying only turned to whimpering with tears still running down her face.
“What is wrong, little one?” he whispered softly to her as she rested her head on his shoulder. “Do you think she’s tire?” Kagome asked him as she moved to get up from her cushions to take her little girl from her father. “No, she cannot be. She had been asleep when Mother carried her in and told me that she had been asleep for two hours already,” he answered letting Kagome take their child from him.
Taking their daughter into her arms, it was then that Kagome noticed the toy on the ground. “Were you playing with her?” Kagome asked him. It was impossible, Sesshomaru wouldn’t do that. He would see it as beneath him and a waste of time; he cared about their child, but he wouldn’t play with her or take that kind of interest in her. “Yes, I was when you were asleep.” He told her.
Kagome stared at him for a moment, wondering if he was telling the truth before giving Mizuki back to her father and picking up the toy. With the toy in hand, Kagome went about calming her daughter. Putting the toy in front of her face, Kagome made the toy dance with her hands as she sang.
I’m a happy puppy, cute and sweet.
I’m a happy puppy that would like to play with you.
I’m a happy puppy that loves her daddy.
So, will you play with me?
So will you play with me?
So will you and your daddy play with me and mine today?
Mizuki smiled and giggled as she clapped her little hands; Sesshomaru in amazement as Kagome sang and made the toy dance in front of their daughter, who smiled and giggled at her. Soon he joined in and his little family, his two lovely ladies in the play.
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The woman beneath Takashi whimpered and begged him to stop, but he didn’t. He want her to be in pain, to have her scream cruelly in her body as it slowly started to sour as death slowly started to take hold of the human woman that he fucked. She looked slightly like Kagome and it was the only reason why he bothered to look at her; he hungered for Sesshomaru’s concubine.
He wanted to make her hurt and taste her blood on his tongue forced his seed into her womb.
Takashi looked at the woman as he released into her; he got up and called to have one of his pets come and get rid of the worthless woman. Sitting down, his thoughts turned towards his sister; the Whore was proving to be worthless and that meant he needed her out of the way. “Come to me,” he whispered; summoning his spy to him, who appeared out of nowhere and bowed before him. “How is my Kagome today?”
“I have not been able to get close to her, but the pregnancy of six infants has been going well so far. I have been spying on the physicians and reading their notes on the matter.” The spy said before producing copies of the notes that he had made. Takashi took them and started to it when a Jorogumo entered the room and bowed to him. “My Lord, you summoned me?” she asked as she gently raised her head to look at him. He stared at her for a moment, taking in her lovely face and the black kimono that was half undressed, showing the white skin of her shoulders, her half-covered breasts and the leg that poked out when she stood up.
He held his hand out to her and she went to him with a smile as she took his hand. He put down the notes in his other hand and slipped it into her kimono to play with the treasure between her legs. “You saw the human on the futon…I don’t want her anymore,” he whispered to her as she started to impale herself on his fingers and moaned her delight into his ear.
The Jorogumo did nothing, but impale herself on her master’s fingers and moaned her pleasure into his ear until her release ripped through her little the claws of a monster. But the moment she gained her release, she turned to the woman in agony with a cruel smile on her lovely lips. Takashi watched in delight as he licked the come from his fingers before going back to the copies. Kagome’s pregnancy was indeed going well from the notes.
She was feeding well, body coping with the large number of infants that it carried with most of them being male as well. The only problem that appeared was that Kagome seemed to be carried a half breed with the rest being full demon. He thought about that as screams filled the air in the room, Takashi turned back to his spy, “good work. I want to know more about the health of the babies and Kagome’s as well; be sure to kill any threat to her.”
“Any threat? Is the Lady Sakura to be seen as a threat as well?” The spy asked.
“I want her dead before the dawn raises.” Takashi ordered before dismissing the spy, who fleed the room. Takashi put down the notes to see that human was gone with only small pieces of her flesh on the blood soaked futon, where the naked Jorogumo lied with drying blood from the woman all over her body. She smiled happily to him ans she beckoned him to come and torture her as he had with the human woman.
“I see you enjoyed the treat,” he said with a cruel smile as stood up to go to her.
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The two parents stared at their daughter, who was sleeping contently on their futon with her stuffed toy in her little arms. “She’s so perfect,” Kagome muttered sweetly as she lightly brushed some of Mizuki’s bangs, both parents content to lie down with their child between them. “Yes, she is and so well all our other children.” Sesshomaru said; Kagome looked at him and frowned. Her hand, on instinct went the swell of her stomach and she looked at him warily; Sesshomaru was quick to notice the wary look that Kagome was giving him. “What is wrong?”
“Why won’t you let me go?” She whispered softly and caused Sesshomaru to sigh. “Kagome, we have talked about this. I need you to give birth to my children and besides, even if I let you go; what about Mizuki and our unborn?” He asked her. He would never let her go; he would die and even then he would come back from hell for her, and their children.
Kagome looked at him, “I would take them with me.” She told him and he was on her in a blink of an eye; Sesshomaru’s gold eyes stared into her ocean blue ones. “No-” the word had been colder than a frozen lake in winter, but the look in his eyes was what shocked her. Fear, his golden eyes held fear for the words that she had spoken. “My children will not be taken from me, Kagome. No one will take my children from me, and no one will take their mother from me as well.” He told her icily before moving off of her and took their slumbering daughter into his arms.
He held Mizuki tightly in his arms, needing the gentle and sweet child that had been created from them in his arms. Kagome’s words had scared him; the thought of never being there to watch her grow up and not being there to care for her had scared him senseless. He hadn’t even realized that he had moved on top of Kagome, his instincts had told him to take control of his female and put her in her place for the fear that she had gifted him with.
But he caught himself and told her that it would never happen; she and their offspring with never leave him.
Kagome looked at him, holding their daughter like she was the greatest treasure of his life. She had seen a new side of him; Kagome knew that he was happy with their daughter right now…but what about in the future? What if Mizuki did turn out as he hoped? “Why? Why won’t you let us go, Sesshomaru? I want to know,” she whispered angrily; causing little Mizuki to stir for a moment and whimper in her sleep a little. Sesshomaru was quick to soothe her with his back to Kagome; he didn’t want to or knew how to answer her question.
“I can’t and don’t want to let you go, Kagome…you or our children. Your place is here with me,” He told her when he turned to look at her. Kagome stared at him; he looked like the prefect father in that moment. She didn’t know why she thought that, but she did and it made her feel better about Mizuki and the babies that she was pregnant with.
But…”My place isn’t with you, Sesshomaru. I’m meant to be free, I don’t want to be in your golden cage forever and I don’t want to have any more children with someone that I don’t love…please let me go,” she said it so quietly that Sesshomaru almost wasn’t sure that he had hear her, but he had watched her lips more. Sesshomaru looked like he was about to move towards her when the door to his rooms opened and his mother walked in with a sweet smile. “Good evening, Kagome, Sesshomaru. I came to take Mizuki with me for the night,” Nori said happily.
The two parents looked at Nori as she moved towards them, but soon Sesshomaru stood and handed his sleeping daughter over to his mother with reluctantly. Nori smiled at the sleeping child in her arms and wished the two parents good night before leaving with her granddaughter. Sesshomaru turned to Kagome and stared at her for a moment before disappearing with his speed to reappear behind her. “I will never let you go,” he whispered into her ear softly before licking and down her neck.
His hands forced their way into her kimono and cupped her breasts as he continues to lick her neck and then kiss it. Kagome tried to force his hands out of her kimono, but like always he was too strong and too insistence that they continue. Slowly, Sesshomaru took a hand from her breast to open her kimono; he run his hand over her swelling stomach, where their children grew in her before touching her clit. “No, I don’t want this, Sesshomaru.” Kagome protested as she tried to move his hand away as he touched her there. “Hush, Kagome…enjoy the pleasure. There’s no point in fighting it,” he told her before kissing her.
She knew that, but it didn’t make it any easier for her. Her mind screamed at her of how wrong this was as her body screamed of how right it felt to her. Her body and mind warred against each other as Sesshomaru sweetly tortured her with his touch of her breasts and inside her body. She wanted it all to stop, but he had told her that he wouldn’t stop…why wouldn’t he stop?
Sesshomaru at the tears that came to Kagome’s eyes and Sesshomaru tenderly licked them away; her tears didn’t belong there as he gave her pleasure. “I hate you,” Kagome sobbed when Sesshomaru had released her mouth to lick away her tears. She hate this, she hated the lack of control over her body and the pleasure that he forced on her.
But she didn’t hate him; just the things that he did to her.
Sesshomaru looked at her and kissed her as she continued to say it over and over, stabbing him in the heart every time that she did. He didn’t want to hear any more and simply wanted to give her pleasure and take his own from her body.
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The spy looked at Sakura from across the room and wondered how she was sister to his Master. She was so weak; she hadn’t even healed from the light torture that Sesshomaru’s mother had given her. The spy moved towards her and looked down at her sleeping face and knew that his Lord that been right to give the order for his sister to die.
Without a second thought, the spy pulled out a dagger and kneeled down at her side. The spy raised it high about its head and forced the dagger down into Sakura’s heart. He eyes popped open and she stared into the spy’s eyes until the light faded from her own. Standing the spy left, leaving the dagger in the Whore’s heart.