Chapter 8: Fight
Kagome enjoyed the hot springs that soothed her body, her little girl was with her grandmother and Kagome was simply happy that she was allowed to leave the birthing room. She had hated that she had been kept in that room for a hundred days, and been ordered to do nothing, but rest her body for Sesshomaru and to take care of their baby’s hunger. There was no freedom for her, and she wondered what she had to rest her body…it would be too soon for her to have another kid and she didn’t even want another one with Sesshomaru. She wanted her babies to be made with love with the man or demon that she loved…not a demon that she had seen as ally and not because he want it to be his heir.
But then again, she was Sesshomaru’s concubine or in a better term of words, his baby maker…she wanted her freedom back. She wished that she had never fallen asleep and that she had simply gone straight to the village. She didn’t regret getting pregnant or giving birth to her little girl, but she did regret that Sesshomaru was the father of her child.
She looked up at the ceiling, her thoughts buzzing about what she should do…Mizuki was too little for Kagome to travel with, and she refused to leave her daughter behind, and Sesshomaru would probably kill her before allowing her to leave with their daughter…he truly cared for his little ‘Moonlight’ . Her mind whispered to her that she had to endure this, to endure that she was no longer free and would never be free again, to endure that her children would likely never be allowed to call her mother in front of the Lords and the servants. To endure that she was going to spend the rest of her days in this pretty hell, to die before her children were adults, remembering that Sesshomaru’s mother had told her that full demon children took longer to grow up than human children and that a hundred years, they would five years at the most.
What was she to do?
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Sesshomaru smiled down at his little Moonlight as she stared up at him with her ocean blue eyes from his arms. Taking some of his silver hair in hand, he gently tickles her adorable face with his hair, making her laugh and smile brightly at him…impressive for the still lacking teeth. It greatly pleased him that Mizuki was no longer afraid of him and seemed to be content in his presence now.
“Oh my, Sesshomaru…you shouldn’t be like that with our daughter. It’s beneath one like you to do such,” Sakura said when she noticed that her mate was with the brat. She had thought to go and see if her mate would like a Heaven session, only to see he was spending time with his brat in his office…gods, she wanted to drown the useless child. Her mate was always with his brat and the Whore, it almost made her unhappy that she couldn’t give birth when she thought of how it would be her in place of the Whore and the brat would be her daughter in blood and not in name.
But the disgusting effects of getting fat because of the baby growing inside of her and the pain from the birthing, and worse of all not having Sesshomaru have Heaven sessions with her. No, she was happy that she was barren when she thought of all those disgusting things that she would need to do to give Sesshomaru a child, in the end, he wasn’t worth it in the least. She hated pain after all and that was all being fertile was; a pain.
Sesshomaru glared at Sakura as Mizuki started to cry, his little Moonlight would always start crying if his mate was too close to her…he didn’t blame her. “What do you want, Sakura?” He growled at her, accidently making Mizuki cry harder. Sesshomaru frowned at his little girl, and started trying to sooth her; he didn’t like to see her upset like this. “It’s alright, Mizuki. No one will harm you, my Moonlight, I’ll always protect you.” He whispered as he gently rocked her in his arms, Sakura watched in disgust. She didn’t understand why Sesshomaru cared for a useless thing.
Mizuki stopped crying, but still whimpered in her father’s arms, breaking his heart as she did. “Leave!” He snarled at Sakura, his eyes bleeding red. Sakura glared at Mizuki for a moment before she did as she was told, she needed to plan a few things though.
Sesshomaru looked down at his daughter after his mate leave them; the tears in her ocean blue eyes were breaking his heart, they had no place on his daughter’s face. He wondered if she would be his only child that had her mother’s eyes…he would have to get started on breeding with Kagome to see if more of their offspring would be like their sister. He would not mind if more of their children had their mother’s eyes, it would simply make them more exotic to other demons.
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Kagome had just gotten out of the bath when Sesshomaru’s mother came with servants following closely behind her. “Hello, Nori.” Kagome greeted his mother, after finally learning the demoness’s name after she had demanded that she and Sesshomaru named their next daughter after her. “How are you feeling today, Kagome?” Nori asked; her thoughts about her granddaughter and how to spoil her rotten was pushed aside to tend to the task at hand. “I’m fine today,” Kagome replied to the question as she noticed the servants moved to stand in front of her to present to her trays with beautifully made jewellery and Kimonos, Kagome frowned at it…wondering why they were showing it to her.
“What is this for? do you plan to give it to Sakura and wanted my opinion or something?” Kagome asking innocently, she was at a total loss to what they were showing this to her. Jewellery wasn’t her thing.
“This is a reward for birthing a healthy daughter…normally; a concubine like you would be given an expensive Kimono or some jewellery that would be befitting the birth of a son. But you, Kagome gave Sesshomaru a daughter. Something that is truly rare as I told you before with how the births of females are so far and few in between that the physician didn’t know that you were with a female child instead of a male.”
Kagome just stared at Nori for a moment before looking at the ‘reward’. “No thanks, I don’t need this.” Kagome told the old demoness honestly, why would she need this stuff? She had no use for it; it would just be in her way, now that she was back in her old rooms after resting from having her baby. But like normal, she was ignored on her desires, though Sesshomaru’s mother looked a little shocked and amused…like always when Kagome did something out of the norm here. “I see, but Kagome, you h-”
“Have no choice…I know, it the same as always!” Kagome hissed. She hated this! She was caged and she wanted to be free again, She wanted to have a choice again in what she wanted, what she liked, in where she raised her baby…she wanted a choice who she could be with. This was so frustrating that everything in her life was planned out by others, how did the women of this time handle it? “Glad to see that you’re beginning to understand, Kagome. I know it must be hard for you, but you are Sesshomaru’s concubine and that is a great position of honour, and you’ll be the only one that will give Sesshomaru his children…his future.” Nori hoped that her words would calm Kagome before she started becoming upset.
Kagome looked away, her heart felt like someone was trying to rip it from her chest barehanded, she really hated this. “…Sesshomaru will be having a Heaven session with you tonight,” Kagome looked at Sesshomaru’s mother in shock of her words. “What?” She whispered…hoping that she had heard wrong, she didn’t want to be fuck by Sesshomaru, she had just had his baby and now he wanted to fuck her for fun? “I’m not having a fucking session with Sesshomaru, I just had his kid and I don’t want anymore! If he’s in the mood to fuck someone then tell him to fuck his wife! NOT ME!” Kagome shouted the last part, her powers acting on her anger. This change of her life was starting to affect her powers and make her uncontrollable at this pace.
Nori looked at Kagome for a moment, dreading, but knowing what she needed to do…this was for their future after all. “If this is your attitude to having a Heaven session…then maybe you shouldn’t be around your daughter until your attitude changes for the better.” Nori threathened, Kagome stared at her, her mind having a mind freeze from the threat…so this was their plan, now that she had had her baby; Nor was using her child to threaten her.
But the question was how did she fight back from that?
Kagome frowned when she noticed that some male servants were coming in and the female servants were leaving, she glared at Nori…knowing she was about to get checked out by the doctor again.
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Sakura sat down in front of the pond in the public gardens of the palace since her brother was not allowed to in the harem. “Hello Sakura,” Takashi greeted as he sat down beside his sister, Sakura bowed her head to him in respect. “Hello, My Lord Brother. It is good to see you again,” she greeted back with a sweet smile before looking down at the koi in the pond.
“How is that new concubine? Is she well?” He asked; he wanted to know if she would be able to go into a Breeding session with him the moment that she could. “She is going to have physical exam to see if her body is for mating again or if she would should rest some more. If she’s ready then she will have a Heaven session with Sesshomaru tonight,” Takashi looked at his sister, the jealous was as clear in her eyes as the stars at night. Though he didn’t know why, his sister didn’t even love Sesshomaru; she just loved the sex and the power that came with him. But he didn’t blame her…they were of a family that lived for power alone.
It was the reason that he wanted Sesshomaru’s cute little concubine, for the power that she would give to their offspring and for the weapon that he would make out of her. He simply needed to wait for the moment to attack and take her for his own. “Be patient, Sakura…soon, she will be gone from your mate’s side.”
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Nori sat at Kagome’s head as the new physician and a midwife checked out Kagome’s body, and the male servants that held Kagome’s body to her futon. Kagome winced at how rough the midwife was with her breasts, forcing the milk that feed her baby and tasting it. “The milk is lacking some substance that the babe will need…I think she’ll need more meat in her meals to help change that.” The midwife muttered as the Physician started to probe Kagome painfully like before…but this time, the end result was different for him and everyone that was touching her.
The Physician screamed as he pulled his hand away to find that it had been purified, just like the midwife and the servants’ as well, Sessmaru’s mother moved away, concerned that she would be harmed by Kagome’s power as well. Nori was not surprised when her son, Sesshomaru burst into the room. “LEAVE!” He roared at everyone as Kagome curled herself into a ball, her power still going strong. Everyone, but his mother did as told and left without question.
He walked toward his mother and Kagome, his mind with the question of what was wrong and why Kagome looked full of pain. “Mother, what ha-”
“I DON’T WANT THIS! I WANT TO GO HOME!” Kagome shouted…her voice was so pained, her face hidden behind the black veil of her hair. Sesshomaru looked at Kagome’s naked body before looking at his mother, the look in his golden eyes told her everything that he planned to do. She got up and walked out, she needed to go and get a few things for her son since what was about to happen was a learning experience for Kagome.
“You are home, Kagome.” Sesshomaru told her flatly, he did not like this attitude that she giving him at the moment and he didn’t understand where it was coming from. Why was she being this way? Was she not happy about something? Or was Sakura being a problem for her again?
The salt of her tears were beginning to fill the rooms, and make him wonder where was the smile…she had been wearing one when she had deliver their daughter, but now she was upset. This was so confusing to him. “This is not my home, Sesshomaru…this is my cage. Don’t you get it, Sesshomaru…I’m trapped in this birdcage of your and I can’t get out, I can’t spread my wings and fly anymore.” She whispered as she slowly let her power sink back down. “This is not a birdcage…this is my harem, Kagome and you are my concubine. Do you not understand that I have given you a great honour? Do you not understand that you have nothing to worry about for the rest of your days? That I will always take care of you for being the mother of my children?”
“I don’t want the honour…I don’t care about worrying about the future or having you take care of me. I’m a human being, Sesshomaru with my own rights and dreams.” She hoped that Sesshomaru would understand her and let her go, she just wanted her baby and to be free from this place. She wanted to take her daughter and return to Inuyasha’s side, to forget that Inuyasha will never be the father of her little girl.
“No, Kagome…you are not a human being with your own rights and dreams. You are a human being that is born as property the moment your gender is revealed to all, and I will show you why.” Sesshomaru told her, it was clear to him that he needed to put Kagome into her place and help her understand that she was a woman, and that as a woman, the only happiness that she would find in this world would be at his side. She needed to get these stupid ideas that she had rights and dreams out of her head, and to understand that she had been given a place that most women would do anything for.
Nori had returned as quietly as she had left and with her were the things that she knew that her son would need to teach Kagome this lesson. Placing the tray on the ground beside Kagome’s futon quietly, she left again, hoping that Kagome would be better for it. Sesshomaru waited until his mother was gone before taking the tokkuri on the tray, he could smell the aphrodisiac with it. Taking a sip of it, he moved Kagome’s hair out of her face and forced her to kiss him, he forced the aphrodisiac down her throat; Kagome chocked on it a little and pushed Sesshomaru away from her.
Kagome soon her body react to Sesshomaru’s like that first time, the intoxication slowly flowed through her veins and left a burning heat inside of her that ached terribly for his touch. But he did nothing, he simply placed the tokkuri back on the tray before picking up two armguards like the one that she had worn before.
Kagome tried to summon her powers, but nothing happened; Sesshomaru placed both of the armguards on her before reached out for a blue silk cloth on the tray and covered Kagome’s eyes with it. “Stop this,” She begged as tears as she tried to stop him, her words were ignored as she was blinded by the cloth and her body screamed for Sesshomaru to take her. Sesshomaru stared at Kagome for a moment…his body was starting to grow hot and hard at the sight that she made. “Do not remove it,” He ordered when Kagome moved to do so, hearing his words make her move determined to do so though.
He frowned when she didn’t listen to him, grabbing the tokkuri again; he sipped a large dose and forced it down her throat again. Kagome forgot about the cloth covering her eyes and grabbed Sesshomaru’s shoulders…hated that she needed him, needed his touch to calm the fire that he started inside of her, that made her ache between her legss, but he did nothing as he forced her to swallow more. Sesshomaru forced Kagome to let him down and got up from the futon to remve his clothes. After he was as naked as Kagome, he sat back down on the futon and forced her head down to his shaft as he moved her so that he was facing her sweet sheath. He started to nibble on her clit, making Kagome cry out in pleasure. “Kagome, I want your mouth on me and if you don’t then I will stop as well.” He told her, moving away from her sheath…the sweet scent of her torture to him.
Tears came to Kagome’s clothes eyes, she wanted this to stop and she wanted to be free of him, she wanted her body to stop craving his touch. But her body’s needs won over those of her mind and heart; she took Sesshomaru’s shaft in hand and started to pump it. Inside she hoped that that would be enough for him, “Your mouth, Kagome.” Kagome cringed at what she was about to do.
Sesshomaru savored the feel of Kagome’s hot satin mouth on him, making him harder than before, savoring the feeling for a moment more, he gave Kagome her reward for doing as she was told. Kagome pulled Sesshomaru out of her mouth and started to lick, and kiss him when she felt his tongue enter her, making her moan her pleasure. “Do you want more, Kagome?” He whispered to her as he took the tokkuri and poured some of the aphrodisiac onto his hand. He rubbed it into her skin and started to finger Kagome, Who couldn’t control her body or her voice.
She felt disgusted with herself for being like this, she had started to impale herself on his fingers and cried out at the pleasure she was getting from it. But after the fifth orgasm, he took his fingers away, making her cry out from the loss and the emptiness that was quickly taking its place. “Are you beginning to understand, Kagome? Women, demon or human are nothing, in this realm they are nothing, but to be used for the pleasure of the men. Women are to be used to give birth to the next generation…give birth to the future, but they do not change the future or the paths that their men will take.” Sesshomaru whispered into her ear when he moved her around to sit into his lap.
He removed the cloth, to see defiant ocean blue eyes that stared back at him with tears. “If that’s true…then what about our daughter? Will my fate as your whore become hers with another man? Do you want her heart and spirit to die in a harem lie your own? Well, Sesshomaru?” Kagome asked before he crashed his lips into hers, taking her in a savage kiss and moving her body so to impale her with his own.
Kagome cried out, but the kiss swallowed it as he filled her with himself. He didn’t know what to say to her questions, so he simply thrust into her, kissing her to keep her from talking about this…but he would not stop making love to her until Kagome understand her place in this new world of hers. He would not stop making love to her body until she stopped trying to fight him when it came to their future, He knew that she didn’t understand that she had been given a great honour and that she would never live this place.